Compulsive Gambling Help NZ
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Slot Machine gambling Case

This client wanted help with a gambling addiction. She told me that she binges on the slot machines, and has done for years.

She described a pattern of behaviour in which, about once a week, she just could not resist going to the slot machines (called pokey machines in this country) and spending hours on it. Once she has started she feels unable to stop. When she runs out of money she would just go and get some more. She has spent up to $2000 in one night.
She has no interest in horseracing, or any other kind of gambling. At other times she has actually no interest in the pokies, and feels no pull towards them. It's just that something bad happens, she has to go and lose herself in the pokies.

Is gambling addiction the wrong diagnosis?

This sounded exactly to me like a black and white thinking. I got her to look at the symptoms laid out in a grid. She looked at it and said "I am all over this. Just about everything listed here applies to me. "

I explained that she was self-medicating by going to the pokies. Every time she felt overwhelmed by all the other things in her life she went to the pokies. The noise, the lights, the music, the focus of attention – all of this took her away from her problems. It made her forget all about her issues. She agreed that that was exactly what she was doing.

We spent the rest of the session talking about her feelings. She seemed very relieved to finally find an answer. She said that she had been to another hypnotherapist. After a few sessions she sensed that that other therapist was getting annoyed with her because she could not find anything in childhood which explained her gambling addiction.

End your Gambling Addiction

I believe that for many people, what is called "gambling addiction", is in fact part of an ongoing attempt to feel better about who you are.

I taught self hypnosis to her so that she can learn to cope better with her feelings, and not get overwhelmed. Then we did some some thinking exercises, so that she can learn to deal with her negative thoughts.

In the last session, I showed her how to deal with her childhood issues. The basic issue is that her mother also had black and white thinking, and took it out on the children. Fixing that with fix the source of her fears, and her gambling addiction.

Ending compulsive gambling

Gambling is reaching epidemic proportions in Australia. There are pokey machines (slot machines) everywhere. It is becoming a major social problem. There is a constant need for ending compulsive gambling.

I saw a client today who feels that her gambling is out of control. Even on the way to my office she passed the local pub and thought to herself "I wonder if it's open", so that she could go in and play the pokey machine. Last week she put the entire household shopping budget, over $400, into a slot machine.

When we started talking about it, she told me that the noise, the lights, the high she gets just puts her into a zone. As long as she has money, she just keeps putting it in. She said that she feels she is spiraling out of control.

Source of the compulsive gambling

In my experience gambling is always a symptom of something else. I started asking her what it was that she was trying to avoid by gambling.

'I am having troubles with my job, my marriage, and I'm failing my daughter'.

I asked her if she had always felt that way. She told me that since she was 11 she has been pulling her eyelashes, and goes through periods of hair pulling. And to my surprise, she took off her hat, to show that she was near bald.

She was clearly unhappy. So I asked her about her childhood. She told me that she grew up on a farm. She said that she had a very happy childhood. When someone tells me that a happy childhood, my heart fails, because usually they are hiding their feelings by denying them.

You would not be sitting in my chair if you had had a happy childhood.

I started asking about growing up. 'For my mother I was never good enough. Myr mother was a perfectionist, my father was always working. My sister was always academically bright. I could never feel good enough."

When she was 15 years old her father lost his job, and that was when the self doubt started.

Ending gambling by finding the source

To me this suggested a family history. Her mother had issues and her  father had to be always busy. She said she'd been on pills for stress for 20 years.

Digging deeper revealed a history of failed relationships, single mom, unsuitable relationships with married men. All of these suggested to me that her basic problem was insecurity.

I think that her gambling puts her into the zone where she can forget all her worries. Her unconscious mind is driving her to do that because it doesn't have any other way of dealing with her overwhelming feeling: I am not good enough.

Her gambling binge had only been going on for six months. Six months ago, she and her husband went to a bar, for no particular reason put some money into a pokey machine, and won $900.

This was a godsend and got them out of a financial problem. In her unconscious mind, she associated ending her problems with winning on the pokies. She started using them occasionally, and then continuously.

The solution to compulsive gambling

The solution was to deal with the terrible feeling. I asked her to relax, and breathe deeply. Then I got her to focus on her own feelings of insecurity, isolation, and inadequacy. It was immediately obvious that she had found the feeling so I began to develop it as a metaphor.

I helped her to develop it into an object. It was a grey object like a brain. I encouraged her to think about how it might change, and gave her suggestions as to how to do that.

She transformed into a very small green thing that she felt good about. I got her to take that somewhere outside where it could grow and flourish. Then I got her to fill the space where the brain thing had been with something nice. She chose her daughters smile to fill it with.

I use that feeling to fill the whole of her mind with a feeling of contentment. Then I used that new feeling to go fishing for the real fear hidden deep inside. I suggested that her mind had found the source of the fear. I got her to lift  it out of where it had been hiding, and destroy it.
I then brought her back to the present.

She said to me that she felt as though she had been asleep for hours. She said she felt such a relief. And she was now ready to go back and get her life back on track.

Gambling 3 Racing to destruction

Paul spends hours playing with his kids. He buys his wife flowers at the weekend and never forgets her birthday. He is a qualified electrician. Clients love his tidiness and the phone is always ringing with offers of work. He earns more than anyone else in his street. But he can't pay the power bills.

Somehow money always slips through his fingers. He could be doing more, making more, but something always holds him back. Paul is scared of failing.

He got asked to join a friend to start doing house renovations. He put off answering until the friend started without him. That friend now invites him out on his huge boat.  He could start his own company. But it might fail.

He loves challenging his friends, trying to outdo them. He loves competing, and that is where the problem is. He loves to win. His sport is horse racing. Paul gambles.

He loves the excitement of racing, the thrill of a win. He has no interest in cards or slot machines. Horse racing is his thing. He has a library of racing-science books. Other punters seek his advice. He studies form, analyzing horses, trainers, jockeys and track conditions.

He has come home with pockets stuffed with cash. But of course nobody wins at horse racing for long. You always lose in the end. Paul could have bought his wife two new houses.

When he loses, he feels gutted. Weak, stupid, ashamed. He runs off to work and doesn't come home. He feels a gut wrenching pain. It is so real he can taste the failure. Every time it happens, he swears he will stop. "This time I mean it." He works day and night to earn the money to make it all right again.

But soon his compulsive gambling has him back scanning the racing pages. Looking for the next winner.  Secret bank accounts. Credit card demands. And of course, she finds out. And that brings back that feeling of failure.

He was the youngest in a big noisy family. He had to fight his brothers for everything. But he always lost. He felt weak, unnoticed - a failure.  It's like fear of failing is written into his DNA.

The only thing that cancels that fear is the excitement of gambling. That gives him a bit of a break. He lives for the excitement of putting big money on a race. Waiting for the next win. It's like an addiction.

But luck runs out. When he loses all the money it is like drowning in 'failure' and he feels sick again. He is on his knees begging his wife. He means it. He stops for a day or a week, but the need comes back. Soon he is betting again.

He looks forward to it all day. He gets his racing pages, studies what race meetings are on, what his winning strategy will be. It takes over his life. The thrill of gambling, the risk, nothing else takes away that feeling. He needs to be a winner. That's why he gambles.

Paul knows he shouldn't do it. He knows how much money he has wasted. He knows his wife will leave him. He will lose his children. But he can't stop. Gambling takes away that never ending empty feeling "I am a failure".

Letting go the need for gambling

Paul's wife gave him an ultimatum: the gambling or me.

All gamblers are trying to get away from an unbearable feeling. The roots lie in childhood. But there is no point in going back to the past. I can't change the past. I work with how it affects you now.

I had to remove that terrifying feeling of failure. I got him to imagine he was coming home after losing his wages on a race. I told him to let that feeling come out, as it always does. I got him to focus on that feeling. He recognized something in his chest.  A crushing pressure. Huge and relentless.

Then I asked him to imagine it changing. Then letting it change some more, until it had changed so much it was no longer the same thing. It turned into something like an old burst balloon. As soon as he changed his image  to something weak and harmless, the feeling disappeared. Instantly.

I had to make sure the feeling was totally gone. I got him to imagine the old balloon recycled into something rubber. It became a toy car. I gave him a  visualisation of enjoying time with his kids playing with the toy car. In his mind, that terrible feeling had turned into him enjoying life with his family again.

Gambling is not an addiction, or a character flaw. It isn't an illness. Gambling is about ancient feelings. Remove the dread, and the compulsion stops. Your gambling is no different. You can beat it.